bye bye singapore...=) flying to korea in 3 hours time..
i miss u the most..wait for me to come home k..i love u..
280909.. my 23rd month anniversary with him..almost 2 years=) time really really flies..i missed the times back in school..seeing him everyday in school, going to school with him, going thru all hardship with him, and even getting caught with him by the teachers..hehe..those memories..priceless.. this relationship isnt easy..one challenge after another..at times i really feel like giving up.but somehow im still here with him..love and our happy times kept me going.i want to trust n hope for better days in the future..although it has been tough for the past 2 months, i choose to believe that better days are coming..=) although we fight alot but its ok..both of us are temperamental ppl..>< sumone once told me that he is going thru alot lately..workload n olevels..stress made him change..i believe so too..although sumtimes hurtful words were spoken and things dont go right, its ok..bcs he can be the sweetest person when he isnt stressed out..and no matter wat happens, i want to believe the best in him..
one more day before flying to korea..i dont noe whether im excited or sad..mayb both la.=) excited because its my first time going overseas.my family could hardly afford it last time.but praise God for His favour that now we finally can afford it..=) i noe mummy is the happiest of all..hehe.. im really curious to know how it feels like to live in another country for 8days..=) hope i wont get any culture-shock>< but at the same time, i feel sad..a part of me wants to stay with him=( im going to miss him alot..im too used to talking to him almost everyday.. thats y i'l try to find ways to online n send emails =) dont worry friends..i'll buy food n stuff for u all too..hehe^^ this vacation is going to be very interesting... how my sis n i are going to survive without our laptops, facebook, n smsing..! haha..
watching hongkong tvb dramas because i'll miss the last episode next week..(flying to korea on monday) omg.i cried when the guy in the drama died..(im a cry baby) n i love one of the songs in the drama..its by christine glass-my love will get u home..=)
If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
my love will get you home.
If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
boy my love will get you home.
my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
my love will get you home. boy
my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home,
my love will get you home.
im in T44 for my CATS module..i wonder who will be in the same class as me..hope im not alone..
i just viewed my timetable for the next sem..omg! NO MORE 8AM CLASSES!! yipppeee..can sleep more..haha.. i think the timetable is better than the previous..hehe..cant wait for school to start soon..=)
ps:i wanna go genting with him..=) just a random thought..
went to science centre today..=) but didnt have time to enter the snow city..must visit this place again next time..hehe.. during the journey back home my right shoulder became his pillow..he slept so soundly..=) but his head is kinda heavy!! but then again..its ok=) he got his results today..he thinks he didnt do well for some subjects..but thankfuly he is not demoralised.. and im POSITIVE he'll do well for olevels.. dont give up sweetheart!!!
going to Korea next monday.. packed half-way only..hehe..cant make up my mind on wat kind of clothes to bring..ppl say autumn in korea is quite cooling alrdy, i hope i can take the weather..=) i think tmr im going to make a list of wat to buy in korea.i dont want to miss out anything and i wanna buy as much as possible =) i remember gwen n ferind wanted sumthing..shit! i cnt rmb..must ask them alrdy..
hope we wont fight so much..
hope that BOTH of us wont be so temperamental..
hope that ur love for me still remains no matter happens..
I dont want a broken heart..
It hurts when u'll only find me when u needed me..
And u wont care much when u dont need me..
Think bout the words u spoke..
Were they fair to me?..
After everything i've done for u..
I've got nothing to say anymore..
Too much tears shed..
Yet i noe i cant do anything anymore..
I did my best..
Although i think..
It was useless..
Things didnt change..
U did..
for the beloved friend dong fang who consoled me ALOT today, i'll try not to cry tonight because of my problems..i promise..n i'll eat more so that u wont call me thin..haha.. n next buy u MUST buy that bikini..! =) thanks for giving me a good day...
sumthing scary just happened..im alone at home.n suddenly i heard noises near the door..strangely, sumone had opened one of the windows in the living room.. n sumone knocked the door..omg..its some random guy standing at the doorstep..i didnt open the door..i just kept quiet until the person left.. n then there was silence..i thought this random person must b a salesman.. but he is NOT! his face pooped out in front of the opened window..WTF.. and guess wat he said..-'Can i b friends with u?'... (ps.he look like those China guys.no offence) OMG OMG OMG!!! he is a pyscho!! AND HE LOOKS LIKE ONE!!! i gave him a serious look and said NO..n he left..but he looks damn freaky...what the heck just happened? i suspect he opened that window..hmm..mayb i shud have scolded him F*** you or sumthing.. but i was shocked.. is he a stalker?=(
i cnt hold back the tears anymore..
life is so unfair for me..
and the saddest part is no one understands how i feel..
i dont have anything to do today... decided to use photobucket for fun.ending up spending the whole day online..hehe..
i miss going out on a date with him...y is time never on our side...?
I just watched this movie last saturday..it was funny n sadistic at the same time..i felt as if i was watching a foreign film because almost half the movie is in French or German language..hehe..
Staying happy ALL the time sounds easy..for some ppl, it is.. but not for me... i tend to be...emo sometimes..or like wat he says-im gloomy at times.. hehe...but i MUST change..i NEED to..i dont wanna make the ppl around me sad because IM unhappy...
Tonite i shall ask God to give me wisdom on how to remain joyful all the time.. =) so that my poor bf wont suffer...suprisingly he still loves me although im like a ticking bomb.. emotional unstabled..haha..
i cant go to the spore idol spectalculars...=( there's only 1 extra ticket for him to go with his fren.. i really wanna go..well not because im a big fan of the show, but i've never been to a live show before.. i think im going to cry soon...he is going sumwhere fun without me................
Just received my results 2 days ago.. i got gpa of 3.52..=) not that good, not that bad either..i really thank God that i got B for IPC (inorganic n physical chemistry)after saying 'SHIT' during the exams for almost 30 times.. i thought i was going to fail the paper.. and as for INFOTECH (mainly about Microsoft Excel), i got C. but im still glad that i at least past after failing one stupid hard practical test.. The conclusion is remains-i hate EXCEL..
But mummy wants me to work harder..hmm...she wants me to get all As...omg.. i'll try my best next semester.. which means---
1)try not to sleep during lessons
2)dont sms so much during lessons
3)try n understand wat is teacher talking (this is the hardest!)
Hi there...at last i find myself blogging.. =) this is my first time..hehe...so i dont really noe wat to write in my first post ><
