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Wednesday, June 30, 2010
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.SPAIN WON...!!!!!! Love u Villa!! hahaha... Dong Fang n I shud b the happiest ppl today =)

Tuesday, June 29, 2010
finally finished immuno poster!! yippeeeee.. long live the mighty mouse.. hehe..
just got bck 2 of my test papers..quite happy with my results.. =)
but... I CNT WATCH SPAIN VS PORTUGAL MATCH LATER!!! Y must it be at 2.30 am??!! sad sad.. hope Spain will win!! =)

Monday, June 28, 2010
Jesus i'll guard my heart as You fight my battles n speak peace to the storm.

so i has a 'interesting' day..
I&E event didnt turn out well as expected
Wanted to print stuff for immuno and found out the NP has a REALLY SUCKY system of printing stuff in the library and ourspace..TSK TSK...
but Ja kept me company.. thanks so much =)

MONDAY BLUES

so i started off my first day bck in school by looking at how pretty other gurls are... i think i shud slap myself???

n today its our 30th month anniversary =)

n GERMANY WON ENGLAND!! happy happy =) england shud change their goalkeeper. seriously. hehe.. n beckham look so handsome! XD
n y on earth do i have school tmr??!! i wanna watch argentina vs mexico!! boohooo!!

Sunday, June 27, 2010
pathology report=done
pathology pbl=almost done
immunology=halfway done.
Finally there is progress in everything.. hehehe^^

shit.that ugly feeling again. i hate it.but i really cnt help myself. sorry... =(
sumtimes i really hate myself for being ths way.. crap crap crap.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

fighting with akmal for the ps3 controller was fun.i didnt noe soccer games cn b so fun.shud have started playing earlier? lol..
n thats the end of my holidays.. went to HK, had a great time sight-seeing n eating+doing projects almost everyday+watching soccer matches+spending time with him =)
i wish i had 1 more week of holiday. sad sad.but im looking forward to next thursday. kinda excited bout it. hehehe ^^

Friday, June 25, 2010
I LOVE THE SOCCER FEVER!!

Wednesday, June 23, 2010
gosh. y do i miss him so much this time? =(

immuno poster is 90% DONE!!!! im so relieved.. i thot it wud b disastrous.but it turn out good.Thank God=)
Next projectwork-pathology.TSK!!

reading immunology stuff at this hour is a pain.. i hope my grp cn finish everything in 2 days.. im feeling very irritated bout project work n stuff.. i just wanna spend my holidays NOT doing sch work =(

Tuesday, June 22, 2010
i just read someone's blog. i think thats the sweetest blog post ever.. bcs i kinda went thru the same thing as she did.. flings... sumtimes they ruin ur life and break ur heart in the process. they make u scared of getting into a serious r/s cz in the end u might b cheated n hurt again. the feeling really sucks. i get it y she cried in front of him.. trust me. i think i've cried more than her.. but i guess. things will always turn out good. she finally met some1 that cn give her the security, care and love she always wanted..mayb it wasnt easy making the first step of putting trust into that guy.but i guess she didnt regret it. she seems happy. n thats the most impt thing. to find a guy that cn really make u happy and feel secure. knowing that no matter wat happens in life, he aint leaving u. i may not really noe her but im happy for her.. cz every gurl deserves to be treated well. jerks come n go. but the good guys will always stay. they'll see u for who u are and the best part-just accept it. gosh, her post did had an effect on me.

i suddenly feel very grateful. n loved. that my guy for 3 yrs is still with me. he is TOTALLY not a jerk. im glad that 3yrs ago i made my step of accepting him. n since then. i nvr regret it at all. for 2yrs 8months, we really went thru alot.thru thick n thin.. seriously. alot has happened. the best.the good.the bad.the worst. at times i do feel like giving up. wondering y still i shed tears whn its nt helping at all. but somehow i just cnt let him go. we are two opposite kind of people that nid each other. n most imptly. i love him very much. i cnt just give up so easily.n i glad i didnt. cz after everything, i realized how much i mean to him in his life.how much he loves me. sumtimes even i myself cnt believe i cn stay so long in a r/s. this is my longest r/s. hehe.. n im loving each and every passing day of being a gurlfriend. seeing him smile and appreciate everything i do means the world to me =)

THIS MOVIE IS AWESOME! really reminds me of my childhood. n yes. i acted like a 9yr old kid in the cinema whenever i see a cute character. n Akmal kept laughing. XD
After watching ths movie, its clear that i'l not throw my stuff toys away. haha. they have been part of my life since i was 2yrs old.. most of my old pics has a plushie next to me =) currently i think i have almost 10 stufftoys on my bed.. haha..

Sumtimes all i want is to have a chalet or a simple trip with u. I've always wanted it but i guess parents are not always on our side for it.

Monday, June 21, 2010
im craving for cinnamon melts... how random..

was at mcd watching italy vs new zealand just now. i love watching soccer!! XD

Sunday, June 20, 2010










Im finally back from HK!!... hehe.. the whole trip was all bout walking around n ALOT of eating..seriously.THE FOOD JUST TASTE SOOO YUMMMYYYYY. (especially the dimsum) really beat spore chinese food(no offense) saw dolphins and pandas for the first time.gosh. they look so adorable. n again. i bought another stuff toy-a penguin ths time. hehe.although i didnt take any rides at ocean park, but seeing all those marine animals was WORTH IT=) the Portuguese touch in Macau made everything nostalgic. the buildings especially. n the egg tart taste awesome!! the last day, i had my last minute shopping n bought clothes that cost in total 800HK dollars.... n the HK custom officers confiscated my lotion bcs it was over 100ml...there goes my bodyshop lotion..sadsad.. haha! but overall the trip was fun =)

Monday, June 14, 2010
Saturday was considered to most interesting day i ever had. alot of fun+good experience+alot of confessions. no worries. my lips are SEALED.. *winkwink*
But i guess finally coming clean bout things does make u feel good. especially whn ur friends accepts u for who u r.. really meant alot to me.

I will be in HK till friday.. ByeBye.. ^^

Friday, June 11, 2010
(that uncle behind me spoiler..hahahaha! jk)
I finished Pathology paper in 45 mins time..haha..i was already in the holiday mood when i first woke up ^^
Went cycling at ECP in the afternoon!!.. happy happy happy happy..not so sunny but at least it was windy.. hehe..but..i fell once.. n the first thing that came to my mind was "is my macrophages in blood helping in stopping the bleeding n stuff?" CRAP.this is wat happens when u study too much of immunology.hahaha
Currently in the soccer mood. Although i dont noe much bout soccer n the teams, but i support SPAIN. ps: most of the players look handsome.. hehe^^
The World Cup songs are currently stuck in my mind=) how i wish i can stay in MCD or i have the money to subscribe the singtel/starhub thingy for all world cup matches. but then again.. its just too expensive.. SCREW U SINGTEL/ STARHUB. Y cnt u just show all the matches on local channels?
Time to pack for my HK trip. Really excited about it =) time to shop n eat n play n get back my beauty sleeps =) really looking forward to this holidays

Thursday, June 10, 2010
i seriously cant wait for tmr. although i STILL have to study Pathology now, but ITS THE FREAKING LAST PAPER!!!!.. im hoping tmr will b a cooling day =) i cnt wait 4 my outing.hehe..

Wednesday, June 9, 2010
i promise after my CT, i'l....
-PLAY L4D2 (apparently shooting zombies is a good way to relieve study-stress)
-SHEESHA FOR ONCE
-BAKE COOKIES
-CYCLING (hope i dont get bruises again.lol)
-SLEEP N EAT MORE
-WATCH GOSSIP GIRL AGAIN
-SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, June 6, 2010
i went to church+happily walked arnd suntec city+went home n slept and finally im studying.. every semester thr is always 1 module i dont like. thats y im last minute studying for it..haiizzz

using camwhoring as 'de-stress' method

i woke up at 3pm in the afternoon just now XD

Saturday, June 5, 2010
Shocker part 3? its the 3rd time in 3 consecutive weeks that secrets are being revealed to me. im speechless+neutral+emotionless+just wanna go thru CT asap+nid a holiday

Friday, June 4, 2010
Everyday is the same. Study Study Study.. Head-exploding
Ms Sumita's classes are getting funnier..She gave me A for my assignment.. Happy Happy^^
Tried north indian food just now..hmm..NOT BAD.hehehe.. Somehow my naan tasted like pizza..
Studied with him n his frens at the library just now .They didnt noe i was chinese at first.. Y am i not surprise -.-

Dear you, i love you for who you are..Just like how much u love me for who i am after everything we have been thru =) watever weaknesses we have, we'l go thru it tgt. as always. Trust is all u and i nid.

studying for CT is head-exploding

Wednesday, June 2, 2010
today has been a roller-coaster ride for me... i cried.i smiled.i hug.i laugh.i felt miserable.i felt heart-broken.i felt loved again. i really really really hope today is the last day of me being all emotional n stuff. i gues..i screwed up earlier but i didnt noe.n things just got worst.n i was the last to noe. i really thot history repeated itself again.mayb thats y i got so upset.history gave me a scar in my heart. n i really thot it happened again today. but thank God it didnt. somehow...things just turned arnd..i just hope that we wont have any more unhappiness and secrets between us. i love u for who u r.no matter wat u do, i'l stand by you. Always
And i must say that im really truly blessed to have my friends.i realized they truly love n care for me..all their sound advices and comments.ever so caring to me.im truly blessed. thank you =)
Now all i want is to do well for Common Test next week, mend my r/s, go HK, finish all presentation stuff.. hehehehe^^