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♥♥Melanie ♥♥One of a Kind ♥♥Deeply Loved.Highly Favoured.Greatly Blessed ♥♥Fashion.GossipGirl.VampireDiaries.Cartoon. ♥♥StuffToys.Hamsters.Kittens.AnythingCute. ♥♥TakingPics.Making Cards.Shopping.GoingPlaces.Music.Cooking. ♥♥Donuts.GenerallyFood. ♥♥Forget the past.Cherish the memories.Live for today.Anticipate the future.
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Saturday, July 31, 2010
1 practical, 2 quiz, 1 presentation. All for next week..Crazy life??? Friday, July 30, 2010
...my heart stops when you look me......i never look back when im with u...        so i finally saw jrockers (Ferind's no1. favourites)hmm... comment? -alot of makeup on their face, short, super fair-skin.. hehe. there were screaming fans at changi airport just nw.. while i was just tagging along actually. haha! alot of laughter, jokes, screaming, shouting, and the slides!!! weeeeeeee....
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Pharm Analysis PBL finish..i dont care whether did my group screwed up or not... i just wanna eat now!! STARVING!!in a dilemma... tsk tsk tsk
IM THINKING N THINKING AGAIN. THIS IS NOT GOOD AT ALL.
       
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Drug Discovery Day was a success=)Being emcee isnt so bad after all=) I pronounce the speaker's surname correctly..yipppeee!=) Made a HUGE MISTAKE at the last part but everyone was laughing.so WTH=) its our 33rd month anniversary=) Love you always always always=) Tuesday, July 27, 2010
now that is wat i call a surprise. i realized smth. if i can just sit back n let everything work out on its own, things actually do happen. mayb i pressure him too much.. do this do that for me. mayb he always has smth planned out for me. but bcs me n my dumb dumb head think too much, i think he is not doing anything whn mayb actually he is. but i gt all upset and ask him do this do that for me.... if i cn just let all my thoughts and imaginations go for once. just let everything work out by its own.. without even effort put it at all. mayb miracles will eventually happen...if i cn just let for my worries and fears go once n for all. The Lord said it right 'let not your heart be troubled nor let it be afraid'......
let go Mel.. just let it all go....
Monday, July 26, 2010
i just nid sum1 to look into my eyes and tell me everything is gonna be alrite.. that i cn still smile even whn things are not going well. but at the end of the day i'l always be alone to solve my probs.... time to grow up Melanie.
i think its time to stop. i dont wanna do it anymore
I just realized that being an emcee isnt easy at all. Everything must be perfect-the tone of ur voice, the pronunciation, and even ur eye contact. I felt like i was in sum drama school preparing for a major play with all the judges commenting on my performance.. SCARY. And at sum point of time just nw, i got very frustrated. bcs i just couldnt get everything correct. i had to restart again and again and again. And i gt very irritated with myself and the teacher..And now i nid to reread the script over n over n over again. I really hope i dont screw up tmr..
I went to Jurong Point to find my white shirt. that was even more disappointing.. alot of shops dont sell those plain types. its either that or they have white shirts but dont have my size or even worst-too expensive..seriously pissed me off. As if my day wasnt bad enuf =( my moods are driving me crazy.. seriously.. Sunday, July 25, 2010
i hate it whn im having pms. everything seems wrong.
i WANT A HAMSTER =)
Saturday, July 24, 2010
i wanna watch Charlie St. Cloud =)
Friday, July 23, 2010
siape yg terase kt saner tu, tu kau punye pasal la.XD
Thursday, July 22, 2010
dont waste ur time picking on others and talking bad bout others. im sure u have better things to do in ur life.n one more thing. PLEASE LOOK AT URSELF FIRST NEXT TIME.
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
n all my hopes for this sunday's outing is all shattered...........................
immuno quiz done. studying for another quiz tmr. and the usual life goes on. meetings and group works. tsk tsk.
i dont really feel like talking lately. practically just dont wanna talk bout anything. i guess this is wat happens when life is extremely busy. u get cranky easily. u feel no one really understands or bothers. i promise myself that whn the sch study break starts, im gonna relax for a few days first.. i deserve the rest=) shall go sentosa mayb? hang out at the beach until at nite mayb? or anywhr fun? i suddenly feel like going bowling. well although my skills aint that good, but i still enjoy it.. n mayb cycling? o yea.jurong swimming complex?? hehe.. im actually sitting near NP LTs and not studying like im supposed to. because im just so damn exhausted. i practically slept for half of immuno prac lesson just now. i hope that the YOG is worth the time rushing lecturers to finish syllabus and making everyone all stressed up doing projects and stuff with such limited time...seriously SG education system is too stressful.i think even primary 1 students feel the pressure now. c'mon. its not even necessary. crazy MOE.  And my SUPER AWESOME goalkeeper bf does it again. hehe.. he save ALOT of shots at the futsal matches just now and his team made it =) it was worth it staying bck until late at nite watching him play his n my favourite sport. hehe.. it was really worth it.. He played well. n Im proud of him. *kisses* hehe..But the thing i hate to think of now is the workload im having..seriously INSANE. wednesday, thrusday, fri, and the weeks to come are all booked with meetings and project works and quiz!! OMG...sumtimes i just cnt take it. i really feel like shouting at everyone, but i dont.mayb my way of releasing stress is by eating?? i've been eating alot more for the past few days.. n my tummy.. OMG >< must go to the gym ASAP I WANT A BREAK. I WANT ENCOURAGEMENTS TOO!!! I guess the only thing that keeps me on is...God's promise that says..'Everything is always work out good for me'. so im gonna sleep now. forget bout immunology quiz, the script that im supposed to memorized in 1night, and practically everything else. God help me. -The End- Monday, July 19, 2010
y is a DSLR camera so damn expensive? im abit irritated bout ths lately..dont noe y.. i guess bcs i want it too??.... *epic epic epic sadness*But.....At least I&E class is finally OVER!!! YAY!! no more going to school on Monday =) Time to study for tests... Sunday, July 18, 2010
a best friend is someone u can never be able to replace no matter how long they have left you =)
 3 quiz next week. Studied only for 1 just now2 presentations to do.. Started only a little Meetings to attend Tutorials to do Cant wait for next Sunday's outing =) Wanna have lots of time with him=) Friday, July 16, 2010
IN A CRANKY MOOD. EVERYONE JUST PISSED ME OFF.
SHIT.I WISH I HAVE PERMED HAIR.........................................................................................
tired tired tired..
July is a hectic month with tests and presentations. TSK!! i want another break!! =) Thursday, July 15, 2010
u r getting everything i want.. im very happy for u but.. there is abit of jealousy deep inside.......
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
He said: 'ur the love of my life'Me: SPEECHLESS, TOUCHED, CNT STOP SMILING, FEEL ON TOP OF THE WORLD. HE IS THE BEST GUY EVER!!!!! I LOVE U ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT.
my 'blurness' didnt screw me up!!! im so happy n relieved.. hehehe... love u boyfriend!!
Sunday, July 11, 2010
 SPAIN BETTER WIN. IF NOT MY PANDA EYES IS ALL FOR NTH!N DEAR HAIR, CN U PLSSS GROW FASTER? =)
I WANNA WATCH DESPICABLE ME (AGAIN) N PREDATORS. AGNES IS JUST TOOO ADORABLE!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MzgOvvMi8Lg
seems like a great movie
I WISH I WISH WISH
-THAT I CAN BE A MODEL. HAVE SOMEONE TO TAKE MY PICS, DRESS-UP, POSE FOR THE CAMERA.. IM NOT ASKING FOR FAME. JUST THE CHANCE OF MODELING FOR ONCE -THAT OUR PARENTS CAN BE MORE OPEN-MINDED. THN WE CN AT LEAST GO CHALET, STAY OVERNITE SUMWHR, GO GENTING N STUFF..CZ I REALLY WANT A VACATION WITH U BADLY -I CN HAVE MY OWN ROOM.BE ABLE TO DECORATE IT ANYWAY I WANT IT TO BE -THAT I WAS SMART ENOUGH LAST TIME TO TAKE CARE OF MY FREAKING TEETH BCS I SERIOUSLY DONT HAVE THE GUTS TO PUT BRACES UNTIL NW *BEING WHINNY AGAIN* Saturday, July 10, 2010
-studying MCDD. must jia you--shudnt have write so much in immuno paper. mayb cn get better grade? hehe- -FINALLY not feeling sleepy- -Akmal win me at UNO~.~- -my throat feels terrible- Friday, July 9, 2010
im very grateful for everything u've done for meim glad to have you in my life im delighted to hold ur hand everyday and to see ur face im happy to say that u r my prince charming, my best friend, the guy that i love the most in my life
going to vietnam trip FOC because i just bcame a student leader!! but i guess i'l work more than play..o well.God help me then=) im pretty excited bout it anyway..
Watch Despicable Me just now..i dont noe y i'l always love watching cartoons more than anything.. hehehe.. not-so nineteen after all? haha.. And i was walking arnd The Cathay with my family n saw smth very interesting in a gift shop.OMG! it suddenly gave me an idea for smth..delighted at once!! I nid to start studying again.gonna have quiz every week n a few projects coming up..haiz.. well at least i FINALLY bought my shorts after months of searching it.Akmal always had to accompany me go shopping..hehe..poor him.^^ but i guess my shopping list will never end XD  
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
I NID TO SLEEP AND EAT MORE..
i think of you nwdays.. u really missed out alot..n its sad sumtimes.. it still makes me cry aft so long. if i can turn bck time, i'l tell u n even beg u to c the doctor. thn mayb things will turn out different. u didnt have to leave so soon..without even saying goodbye. i'l always remember the nite before u left. i came home with my test results.u saw them, u praised me..i was so happy.. and the next day... gosh.. y am i thinking bout all this at this time... =(
Monday, July 5, 2010
   Went for Alvin's Commencement Ceremony. Sat at the auditorium with mummy listening to one speech after another n laughing SOFTLY at sum ppl's cute+weird names. hehe..(sadly thats the only thing we cn do to entertain ourselves)Alvin received his cert from SG President..huhuh!! the whole ceremony feel so grand for sum reason. and all i cn say is that i c more foreigners than locals..hmmm... And mummy saw 'Bachelor of Pharmaceutical Engineering' n bla3 in the booklet and gave me that 'smile' that says-'u shud go NUS too' kinda thing.LOL! or mayb i shud?? hmm..well i still dont noe..but its ok=) Didnt went to school today..escaped today's lesson for GOOD...finally have sum quality time for myself..shall do all the things i want=)  So i went SHOPPING with him again.. hehe.. GSS cn be very tempting at times XDWent to Queenstown and walked arnd the 1st floor of the shopping complex like 3 times. And each times, we'l end up buying sumthing. He FINALLY bought his Germany jersey=) Seems like many ppl r in the soccer fever as soccer jerseys are selling like hot-cakes!! (and the prices aint cheap!) I bought shoes again. So now my shoes supply is more than enough. SERIOUSLY =) i really LOVE going dating with him...hehehehe^^ i wish everyday cn b like this =)
Sunday, July 4, 2010
SPAIN WON!! thankfully there was villa and cassilas..spain didnt played that well. haizzz..
i must learn to be more grateful and appreciative with everything i have =)
    YAY!! GERMANY WON!!! XDwent to donut factory just now (craving for donuts since morning.. hehe) had family dinner to celebrate all July bdays.. received angpau =) n my sis gave us all a SHOCKER NEWS... im really really happy for her =) this is wat i call a restful increase, trusting that God will provide exceedingly =) n this is wat i call LOVE Saturday, July 3, 2010
 =)  THANK YOU EVERYONE 4 UR BDAY WISHES.. MY FB IS PRACTICALLY FLOODED WITH WISHES..=)THANKS FERIND+GENG 4 BUYING LOTSO!! (THE PINK BEAT THAT SMELLS LIKE STRAWBERRY-TOYSTORY3) THANKS FOR THE CARDS+CAKE+POLAROID PIC FROM GWEN! =) THANKS SWEETHEART FOR A GREAT DAY AND EVERYTHING =) I LOVE U ALL!! *HUGS&KISSES* Thursday, July 1, 2010
 AND IM NOW OFFICIALLY 19 =) |
