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♥♥Melanie ♥♥One of a Kind ♥♥Deeply Loved.Highly Favoured.Greatly Blessed ♥♥Fashion.GossipGirl.VampireDiaries.Cartoon. ♥♥StuffToys.Hamsters.Kittens.AnythingCute. ♥♥TakingPics.Making Cards.Shopping.GoingPlaces.Music.Cooking. ♥♥Donuts.GenerallyFood. ♥♥Forget the past.Cherish the memories.Live for today.Anticipate the future.
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010
 i think he was still munching sumthing in his mouth whn this pic was taken.o well, he looks cute anyway. -xoxo-   IM CERTAINLY IN THE CHRISTMAS MOOD ALRDY ^^Sunday, November 28, 2010
   
Saturday, November 27, 2010
i need my joy n happiness BACK!
study plan for my friday nite failed=(
so much to study, so little time the heavy workload is getting on everyone's nerves my emotions r getting haywire at times i want alot of things but i cnt get them n i even have extra family drama just now such 'wonderful' timing for it hw life cn really be mean to me Wednesday, November 24, 2010
we had a 15mins moment of OMG =)
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
 yesterday was my sneezing day.. every 5 mins sneeze. made my nose as red as my gummy bear's nose.. felt awful. even my eyes were very teary.but thankfully japanese assessment3 went smoothly^^ i cnt believe next week is my last week of jap lesson alrdy.. im gonna miss it. so far i've really learnt alot bout Japan n their culture. really interesting (as compared to Spore culture. no offense) so, the next Asian country i wanna visit is Japan! (my first choice will always be a European country^^) i wanna see sakura flowers, experience their cooling climate (at least i wont get pimples n oily skin), the culture, everything! i think if i really am going japan, i'l take like thousands of pics..hehe! n not forgetting buying a kimono too! so anyway, today i didnt go to school. didnt even get MC. dont care. but my 11hours sleep really really helped.. im totally fine nw. haha! cut my fringe (finally)... its just shorter.which makes me look like a small girl again-.- n.today is good day..i finally finish studying microbio!! weeeeeeeeee~ thank God im feeling so much better.no more crying.no more emo post.no more feeling awful.no more thinking of stupid retarded nonsense. SO ITS BACK TO STUDYING NOW N SCHOOL TMR Monday, November 22, 2010
 Taylor Swift!!! =)
i wanna go shopping so badly that i wanna cry whn i see sale everywhr
i wanna spend a day without books i wanna spend a day with him and camera again i wanna spend a day not getting caught up with the challenges in life i wanna spend a day with him laughing so hard that i cry Sunday, November 21, 2010
we may fall hard at times...stumbling real hardbut we'll all get bck on our feet once more it takes time but you can do it never give up on hope ITS GONNA BE ALRIGHT!  Wanna Watch This Too! =) 
 I WANT HER ALBUM!!!
Lord Jesus, only You know what im really going through deep inside. Thank You that You'll never leave me nor forsake me. In times of need, You are the only one i can really turn to.
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Dear Lord, wat is happening to me? y am i acting like i dont have favour? =(
Friday, November 19, 2010
n im feeling like this again.. y does it have to creep in again? i was free from feeling this way for quite sum time and now.. i hit the bottom again... i noe i shudnt feel ths way...but i guess i somehow allowed myself to be vulnerable again.. maybe its just not meant to be for me.. for alot of ppl it is but mayb its not for me.. n here i am staying hopeful wondering will it be a dream come true for me..but im not that strong. i got distracted by the ppl arnd me. n i feel sry for myself... n then the whole cycle starts again. i noe i sound very pessimistic as a Christian.(tsk.. bad testimonial..)but...i just had another day whr everything just went wrong..well almost everything (donuts and the early Christmas spirit everywhr kinda saved me in the end) my own personal problems are also tearing me apart lately. gosh. i dont noe wats happening to me lately. im over-sensitive, demanding at times, quick to anger, moody..n the only thing i cn do that helps preventing me from crying at times is to pray.bcs only God noes how i really feel. Wednesday, November 17, 2010
 I want to have a hamster as my pet.. but im afraid i cant take good care of it. its too cute to be mistreated.. but i want to have the experience of having a pet.nvr had one in my whole life.n besides..hamsters and kittens are just tooooo ADORABLE
My Not-So-Happy Tuesday:
woke up at 8am for a 9am cls -.- forget to bring money to school -.- forget to bring notes to study in school -.- pimples outbreak AGAIN! -.- bad hair day -.- wanted to eat donuts but didnt noe that Donut Factory shifted to Square2 -.- I MUST EAT MY FAVOURITE DONUTS THIS WEEK. I DONT CARE =( Tuesday, November 16, 2010
 i promise im gonna cut my hair aft my sis's wedding.but thats like aft April 2011.LOL..long way to go...life is....normal. go to school. trying not to be late everyday. hehe! study study study for tests. gonna having quiz every week from this week onwards.. tsk! eating alot lately..getting fatter by the day *hidden fats* trust me=) been studying until late at nite. but there are still small little things in life that makes me laugh like how he n i were laughing while seeing our pics from 2007,2008,2009. we really changed ALOT..haha!! i look freaking nerdy! (n thats y i still cnt figure out how he could say i was pretty bck then... haha) n i just browsed thru Fay's photos of Nicholas at red beret parade (i have no idea wats that but it sure looks cool ^^) gosh.. next time my own bf is gonna enter army. i gonna cry n cry n cry for days. no joke... anyways..back to pharmacology notes now -.- Sunday, November 14, 2010
Friday, November 12, 2010
dear you..we musnt let the challenges in life rob us of our happiness.our peace at heart. dont let our emotions spoil our day.even when others done us wrong, its not worth it to get vry angry or upset bout it.i miss the times whr u r really really happy, not worrying bout anything. we shud be that way. i noe life aint easy. but trust me. things will get better. we just nid to believe it. both of us shud smile more, hug more and be happy no matter wat life throws at us.
i might nid a break. or im just not in my right mind nw
i always have a feeling that things have changed. somehow i cn sense it. things are not the same now. i noe its not a fairy tale. but something is missing... Wednesday, November 10, 2010
ur words just did the damage.ur teasing aint funny anymore. ur words made me feel bad bout myself. n i actually thought that u would take it seriously the things i shared. i noe im not prefect. im far from being perfect. so dont try to remind me bout the things i've done and bout the things im still doing. if i knew this wud happen, trust me i wud not have share at all in the first place. |