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Monday, January 4, 2010
1st day of school..
1st day of him being away..
ms wu started teaching sum boring chapter that i wasnt paying attention at all..(no mood)
still thinking whether to go for the batam trip in march..(it does sounds fun..)
had our creative assignment presentations.. (the best CMB lesson..!)
quiz and practical exams coming up.. (HATE IT!!)
im not feeling well..

I didnt tell him how much im gonna miss him although its just 3days he'l b away.. I didnt feel like telling him despite my heart screaming to myself to say it. It hurts everytime i think bout what happened. He cares so much bout his feelings.I cared for his. I guess i gave in until there is nothing left for me.. In the end, i wonder whether he really really truly does appreciates what i do for him.. The things i sacrificed.. This time a part of me wanted him to go away.. for a while..Not because i hate him.I'll never hate him. But its the fact that i cant look at his face right now. It may seem a small thing to him again but its not. Its not at all..The embarrassment and everything gone totally wrong. It wasnt suppose to end up that way. I broke my promise.i cried. Hurt accumulated, damage done.. Mayb he wont understand this fully. but he crossed the line this time.