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Sunday, April 4, 2010
sumtimes even the simplest words can break ur confidence. break ur heart. i noe u r a very competitive person at heart.in everything u do u want to learn fast and be the best in watever u do..u always wanna be number1 in everything.but sumtimes when it comes to me...i feel like u r a too harsh on me.come on. not everyone is driven by harsh words to learn..definitely not me.it breaks me even more..n this isnt the first time alrdy. i noe im certainly not all ms confident.but im really trying my best to change..i mean who doesnt wanna b confident..i noe i do... but im just that type that needs more time in everything.to adjust to new stuff.to accept new things.call me different but thats just me...n its super stressful n frustrating when i c u lose ur patience with me in things that im new in..im sure u noe exactly wat im talking bout.cmon.wat do you want from me? im trying my best alrdy...y r u so harsh.? can u just give me a break? i have a weakness for peer pressure and when im with u sumtimes i cn even feel the pressure as well..i want sum1 that wud laugh it off at the silly mistakes or mishaps i do and not correcting me and telling me harshly 'u shud do this', 'u must do this', 'u r suppose to do this' n bla3..sum1 that wud make learning easy-going and not tensed..i feel pressurized to be... perfect just for you.gosh is that even love? isnt love means loving sum1 perfectly no matter how unperfect the person is?=( not every1 is like u. im not like you. and after wat happen i clearly noe.u dont have much patience for me.i dont noe when will u snap again next time..i dont even noe will u read this..i just post it bcs..i nid sum1 to hear me out without judging me.