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Tuesday, June 22, 2010
i just read someone's blog. i think thats the sweetest blog post ever.. bcs i kinda went thru the same thing as she did.. flings... sumtimes they ruin ur life and break ur heart in the process. they make u scared of getting into a serious r/s cz in the end u might b cheated n hurt again. the feeling really sucks. i get it y she cried in front of him.. trust me. i think i've cried more than her.. but i guess. things will always turn out good. she finally met some1 that cn give her the security, care and love she always wanted..mayb it wasnt easy making the first step of putting trust into that guy.but i guess she didnt regret it. she seems happy. n thats the most impt thing. to find a guy that cn really make u happy and feel secure. knowing that no matter wat happens in life, he aint leaving u. i may not really noe her but im happy for her.. cz every gurl deserves to be treated well. jerks come n go. but the good guys will always stay. they'll see u for who u are and the best part-just accept it. gosh, her post did had an effect on me.

i suddenly feel very grateful. n loved. that my guy for 3 yrs is still with me. he is TOTALLY not a jerk. im glad that 3yrs ago i made my step of accepting him. n since then. i nvr regret it at all. for 2yrs 8months, we really went thru alot.thru thick n thin.. seriously. alot has happened. the best.the good.the bad.the worst. at times i do feel like giving up. wondering y still i shed tears whn its nt helping at all. but somehow i just cnt let him go. we are two opposite kind of people that nid each other. n most imptly. i love him very much. i cnt just give up so easily.n i glad i didnt. cz after everything, i realized how much i mean to him in his life.how much he loves me. sumtimes even i myself cnt believe i cn stay so long in a r/s. this is my longest r/s. hehe.. n im loving each and every passing day of being a gurlfriend. seeing him smile and appreciate everything i do means the world to me =)